The past year has played all kinds of funny tricks on us. ‘Oh, no it isn’t!’ howl the morality police. We are all for honesty and open lines of communication within every flavour of relationship, but this is a tricky one. There are ‘shoulds’ and there is ‘right’, but what is best? And we keep disagreeing with our own conclusions. We have talked ourselves round in circles over this. I’m terrified of losing him, but it feels wrong to build a relationship on a lie I don’t know whether to tell my boyfriend – he has strong feelings about fidelity having been cheated on by an ex. We’d been together three months when it happened and things still felt fairly new. At first I decided to try to forget about it, but now, as our relationship gets stronger, the guilt’s getting worse. ![]() ![]() I’ve told no one, but it’s all I can think about, especially when I’m in bed with my boyfriend. Last summer I had a drunken one-night stand with a man I met in a pub garden.
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